I'm sorry, I can't smile well Even though I don't understand your joy I know I'm so lost I can't fake it with a forced smile I'm only trying to figure out the way I was apart from the crowd that I couldn't fit into I know I'm alone But loneliness feels comfortable On a cold night, the sky is too clear It burns my heart It hurts to walk alone But I can't lie Because there's a part of me that doesn't belong to anyone Even if I'm laughed at or hated, I'll protect it Rather than fake a smile I'll glare with a bitter face I'll stare, I'll stare With my truthful self I'm sorry, I can't shed tears Your sadness is yours to bear I know you're alone I'll play in your place, this arpeggio Growing up, the past keeps increasing It fades away, the future becomes less clear To live or to kill, it's up to you "Ok, what will you do?" asks today Because there's a part of you that doesn't belong to anyone Even if you're laughed at or hated, you won't be stained Rather than fake a smile I'll be carefree on my own It'll be fine, it'll be fine Without pretending We're going up and down, you know We're going up and down, you know Say no to the world Say no to the world We're going up and down, you know We're going up and down, you know Say no to the world Say no to the world now Because there's a part of me that doesn't belong to anyone Even if I'm laughed at or hated, I'll protect it Rather than fake a smile I'll laugh with a bitter face I'll smile, I'll smile Without lying We're going up and down, you know We're going up and down, you know Say no to the world Say no to the world We're going up and down, you know We're going up and down, you know Say no to the world Say no to the world now